o why cant i be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good no i'm
nothing
just bones
a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down
fold me in
deep
deep
deep in the heart of your sins

i break in two over you
i break in two and each
piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you don't see me
you don't...

here i'm in between darkness and light
bleached and blinded by these nights
where i'm tossing and tortured till dawn
by you
visions of you then you're gone
the shock lifts the red from my face
when i hear someone's taken my place
how could love be so thoughtless
so cruel
when all
all that i did was for you...

i break in two over you
i break in two and each
piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me
you dont...

now you see me
now you don't
now you need me...
now you don't...

~

it's been a while...